Friday, May 21, 2010 
hey guys ~
today...
i'm going to blog about something that happened to me and my friends.
today, after school...
me, shuhan, huixin, jiaxuan, jingqing went to dnt.
we were on the second level.
than we saw mr peh...
he called us to wait...
than, later, he call us help to carry his books back into the staff room.
than, he said to leave through the other side of the dnt room.
hahh, than he closed the door behind him.
than obviously, it was locked up already...
than, later on...
we went into the linking room that would usually lead us out of the dnt inodea room...
but instead, we got locked up.
the small room just behind the inodea room's door was closed behind us.
and than...
we had no where to go ~
we all try to open the door, but to no avail.
jingqing and jiaxuan was scared.
jiaxuan i not sure, but jingqing i comfirm know.
she is scared of being locked in a room.
poor thing~
i see her like that, whole face like going to be as white as paper le.
so worried for her.
that teacher uh, next time i swear, i'm not going to help him bring books or anything from a room into the staff room alone.
hahh...
but it was a fun and interesting time-
hahhs, lets try that again~
shall we?
haha, i think jingqing will faint...
i want go the Old Changi Hospital walk walk leh...
wonder if all the stories was true...
hahhs, they say that place cannot be torn down de, because the "brothers" there don't let them pull down that building.
i want go check it out.
haha, most likely, on my birthday bbq that day...
i'll go there for awhile.
haha :)
i want to go there soon :)
can't wait for that day to hurry up and come :)
Written off blah blah @ Friday, May 21, 2010. Wednesday, May 19, 2010 Heyy, today at school we had a booster talk~
Ken came and talk to us...
Though it is held after school at 2.30, and I could guess that everyone is tired.
But we still go for it.
I think is it really helpful because it really help me alot.
It teaches one to be positively on both thoughts and actions/verbally.
It is a really good workshop-
I would definately go the next time if it is held my either Ken, peter, or Ernest.
Because they use laughter and enjoyment to teach us. Which I thin. Is a good thing. The students really could absorb alot~
hahhs~~~
•_<- can't wait for June 13!!
Written off blah blah @ Wednesday, May 19, 2010. Tuesday, May 18, 2010 God, I think I can go hell already-
Practitcally failed 2 subjects! And my science dropped like a millions marks !!!
Great~ I'm thinking, about the 13th bbq... Was thinking of canceling it. Should I?
Forget it luh, I deserve to have some fun because on my birthday that day I have t go back to school to do he irritating dnt.
So:/ I'm waiting for that day to come already. Next time than blog again, I'm not in the mood... Bye~
Written off blah blah @ Tuesday, May 18, 2010. Sunday, May 16, 2010 Today, I got my new I-touch:)
yay:)
was super happy:))
now no matter what I can always be connected to my friends
reason being my mum didn't know that the I-touch can surf the web.
If not, she will definately will not buy de.
Hahhs:)
anyways, I'm super happy:)
not because of the itouch, but because I'm going to hold a birthday BBQ party
it will be held on the 13 June, a Sunday. The second week Sunday.
Haiis, I hope that it will be a good one because I've invited most of all my seniors.
Well, except for some, that is...
I lost their contacts while changing my phone and a new number.
I hope that they can come:) because I miss them soooooooo much;)
I wan I to be a really good and memorable on. Because it will be engraved into my memory. And it will stay there for my entire life.
You know how it feels like the entire world is out to make you feel so ... Hahhs...
Anyways, it going to the end o the exam and I haven't started on my design and technology work. GOD, it is goin to be a long weekend.
It's going to be hell for me now. And tomorrow...
Haiish, anyways, wish everyone a very good morning:) and a great day ahead:)
Written off blah blah @ Sunday, May 16, 2010. Thursday, May 13, 2010 hey:)
how's your day so far ?
should be fine:)
i mean i had a very very fun day yesterday and today:)
yesterday, i celebrated huixin's birthday together with ShuHan, Sandy, JiaXuan, JingQing, ShuXian, and Stephanie.
we all have i think made the best birthday 'party' for huixin.
i mean, it might not have been the most expensive, the most glamorous one. but i think, is the best birthday ever.
if, just saying it.
if that person who is like my best friend for ever remembers it..
i think it would be the best birthday celebration i can ever have.
but apparently, i don't think it would ever happen.
because, we are in different school.
it's not the same as in the past.
in that primary school where we would eat and have so much fun together.
it would never be the same, ever again.
i know it would never be the same, because we didn't contact now.
anyways, huixin's birthday plan was a success.
:)
really had alot of fun :)
i hope that it would be one of the best birthday celebration that she had ever celebrated so far :)
i hereby wish her a
VERYVERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I HOPE THAT YOU CAN HAVE YOUR BIRTHDAY WISH COME TRUE:)
AND THAT EVERYTHING WILL GO AS YOU WANT THEM TO BE:)
JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS:)
LOVEYOU X3
FROM,
YOUR DEAREST MUMMY,
SAMANTHA KOH X33
yesterday, i also had a brilliant plan:)
hahhs, it just pops into my head.
and guess what, i'm going to execute it:)
i really hope that he would not hate it..
cause i think it's going to make him angry..
would it?
ahhhhhhhhh...
i have no idea :(
should i go on with it?
hmm...
what ever..
time for some photo viewings of yesterday HuiXin's birthday 'party'
XOXO loveyou X33
samantha
Written off blah blah @ Thursday, May 13, 2010. Monday, May 10, 2010 hey guys (:
know what it means to be strong ?
do you ?
well, i think i don't know.
you know, i always feel that i am strong enough to handle my problems.
and to always be there for my friends when they need a shoulder to lean on.
but until today, i know that i am never strong enough to handle my problems, nor my friends.
i know that because a friend of mine,
whose one family member had passed away.
and that i guess he must be in pain and sufferings.
just that he keeps mum about it.
sometimes, it is just guy issue, you know ?
guys have their "ego" that actually prevents them from crying out loud like girls can.
because girls, don't really think much about the things they do.
and in my opinion, i think that girls are not weaker than guys,
just that girls, do not have 'ego'
not saying about guys and their 'egos'.
just sometimes it links to that.
today, that friend on mine, cheered me on my exams.
which i am truly happy:)
because he did.
and i was worried for him because one of his family member is back...
something he said actually made me shed a tear.
he said :' pain also have to bear(: '
because he said that, i cried for a short moment.
than it made me realised that i am not only weak, but very very weak as compared to him.
and i told him, I'm ashamed.
because despite all this problems and things that happened to him.
he didn't choose to give up.
he choose to continue going.
but me ?
i choose to give up.
what happened to the fighting spirit that i had when i was in primary school ?
what happened to that me who said never give up no matter what ?
what happened to that me who is determined to never cry again ?
what happened to that me? where did that me go to ?
what actually happened to me ?
where have i gone to ?
i really don't know why..
but anyways, none of it is important anymore.
i am determined to be strong.
and i am learning how to be strong.
a friend once told me, 'when something happens, it is a test. a test to see how good you are. and not how weak you are.'
until now, i don't understand what it meant exactly.
but i want to learn to be strong like him.
until i can, i think i have to keep working on it.
but i guess, i will never become as strong as him.
because he is that kind of guy that will always be there to support and to cheer others on even when he has serious problems.
but i don't think i can.
i feel so terrible today..
after knowing that the incident he told me.
i made him listen to my stupid problems at school.
i'm so insensitive...
god..
don't know why but my tears just keep falling right now...
the water tap has just been opened and is spoiled.
i wish i can make it up to him...
but what can i do to make it up ?
am gussing that he like plushies:)
hahs..
going on a shopping spree again..
yayy:)
alrights, going to bed already.
there's biology paper and social studies paper tomorrow:)
loveyou:)
Written off blah blah @ Monday, May 10, 2010. Friday, May 7, 2010 hey guys..
how was today papers ?
was it tough ??
i scared i might fail my mathematics paper 2..
history also no confidence of passing!
why siia ?
lets just hope that i can pass..
:)
ouhh..
before i forget..
i was going to post about the friends that i have and that i can trust whole heartedly no matter what happens.
people who i can really trust (:
1) huixin.
she is always there for me when i need her.
and what's more.. she is my nuer.. how can i not trust her ?
2) daryl--[my dustbin]
already said that he's my dustbin le. everything i have..
i pour out into him.. he basically is a very reliable person :)
so i trust him :)
3) stephanie.
she's my jie:) though she is a loud hailer.. she still will keep my secrets:)
4) shane.
he is my kor:)
though he is crappy at time like daryl.. but still will give constructive comments. that would actually help.
hahhs.. that is surprising:)
5) jingqing.
she is a friend:) a very good friend indeed:)
6) sandy.
my another nuer:)
hahhs..
lol..
7) jiaxuan.
another good friend:)
still have luh. but i lazy label all luh..
\next time kkayys:)
love you all:)
Written off blah blah @ Friday, May 07, 2010. Sunday, May 2, 2010 today...
woke up late.
so actually thought of going it off..
i got feel like i want to end everything you know...
just feel like it..
than i remember Daryl..
was supposed to call him in the morning to give him a wake up call..
lol.
and in the end, i didn't...
i just texted him a message..
hahhs:)
...
so, the idea of running at 10 was dumped..
we agreed to meet at 4.
i made Daryl come to my house here and run..
hahhs..
like i bully him lo.
yeah..
i think i did.
we were down running, but he was the one who kept on running lo.
because i had a phone call.
and then...
went all stupid emotional..
zzz
haiis.
dunno what to do..
than we just walk and walk lo..
and we walked till block ??? and we sit and talk/chat.. whatever..
we talked about my school stuffs...
i practically almost cried..
but didn't..
didn't feel like crying in front of him..
why? maybe because he is a guy?
hahhs.
whatever it is, i held back my tears.
and than we just walk and walk and walk lo...
so long never walk under my house at the void deck le..
didn't noticed that the surrounding had changed a little.
did it change ? or was it due to my emotion and the way i feel about things ?
i was super super upset..
and itchy hand.
i hit my hand against the wall...
i couldn't say it was hard..
but it was swollen now.
lol..
i guess i deserve it.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm......
felt like i didn't belong here..
anyways..
i had lots of fun today talking/chatting/running with Daryl..
but i also had a terrible time..
was SO EMBARRASSED.
OMG... i'll post another post tomorrow.
bbuaiies:)
Written off blah blah @ Sunday, May 02, 2010.