Sunday, April 17, 2011 
Went to AMK hub to find darling (:
Walked around. Saw several things that I wanna buy. But, I've got no money! ): sad sad. ): nvm! I'll save money. I have to save money anyway. Otherwise if got go out with Joseph or what, everything also he pay? Cannot be what. Hahha(: + I wanna buy lots of stuffs !
samantha♥you
Written off blah blah @ Sunday, April 17, 2011. Friday, April 15, 2011 after school ends, i went home.
to put my bag, and books.
wash up ! (:
and went back out.
hmm...
met dearest for lunch before going (:
hahha(:
i play-ed his phone until i so happy.
hahha(:
than we walked around...
-.-
i was SO DIZZY!
hmm...
after he went back to work, i went shopping.
than, i went home.
hahha(:
on the ride home,
i fell asleep.
hahha(:
as always! (:
lol
missing him already.
):
reached home!
and i used the computer for awhile.
hahha(:
was finding the different models of camera and photo printer.
hmm...
well, i found my items!
1) compact camera- canon digital IXUS 220HS
it cost around $399 (: worth buying. (:
2) compact photo printer- canon SELPHY CP800
this one cost around $199 (: the color it cute! (: definitely worth buying (:
well, after i chosen my two items (:
can't imagine how happy i am.
hahha(:
i started planning.
how am i going to buy my items ON MY OWN!
hahha(:
i know how! but it's going to be a secret! hahha(:
hahha(:
than i asked darling, is there anything he wants.
hahha(:
he wanted 'HTC SNAP (non camera)' for his ns use. (:
(:
hmm...
hahha(:
so, that item, goes up to my WANT-ED list.
3)HTC Snap, non-camera
cost around $230. (: hahha(: will try to buy for him as early birthday present!
4)LG OPTIMUS 2X
hmm... this cost around $740 for an empty phone. worth buying if you want it! (:
5)prepaid line
well... i want a prepaid line is because i can call and talk all i want! hahha(: but then again, i'm not really sure. so this is optional. hahha(:
see first ? hahha(:
(: so, now on my WANT-ED list, there are 5 items! (:
1)canon digital IXUS 220HS ($339)
2)canon photo printer, SELPHY CP800 ($199)
3)HTC Snap, non-camera ($230)
4)LG OPTIMUS 2X ($740)
5)prepaid line
(:
hmm...
so, in total, it all cost about ...
hold on, let me calculate first!
(:
$1568
wa!
OMG! so expensive! )':
hmm... god!
):
hahha(:
must save very long eh!
):
BUT!
most important is must get the htc snap ($230) first. than my camera($339) (:
hahha(:
so this two items add up is :$569 (:
so much cheaper! (:
hahha(:
anytime can buy other things.
must buy these two items first!
SAVE MONEY! MUST SPAM SAVE MONEY ALREADY!
Written off blah blah @ Friday, April 15, 2011. Saturday, April 9, 2011 it's something that I should not have even cared about. ): ): why am I getting so upset about it? I wasn't like that. ): it's not me. ): haiis... Because u was in bad mood. Than I just throw out my emotions and feeling to anyone that crosses my path. (*｀へ´*) than, it turned out that I made someone angry.
（ ｉ _ ｉ ）
Than I fell asleep on him. And when I did that, it made him even more pissed than he originally was because of my stupid behavior. I don't know why I'm like that. Actually, I was angry and so pissed. Than I cooled down a little. But than, later when I knew he's actually talking to my sis and didn't even reply me, I was furious mad. Uhh..., think forget it. He has his freedom and right to talk to whoever he wants and also he has the right and freedom to decide who he wants to reply. I won't force it on him. He's not me. I can make the decision for him anyway. So nvm then. It's all my fault that something happened last night and also because I throw my temper around and that we fought. So, it's all my doing and its all my fault.
samantha♥
Written off blah blah @ Saturday, April 09, 2011. Friday, April 8, 2011 Like fuck luh.
Asshole.
Forget it.
You like so stuck-up.
Fine.
Whatever. I don't wanna wait for it.
Your problem.
Not mine. Fine!
You so happy talking to that bitch about it right. Than go talk lor.
Fucked-up.
Made me wait luh. Than correct is it?
Than you bloody hell talk to that bitch luh.
Never even reply my messages, than you're talking to that mother fucker.
Fine luh.
Forget it.
From now I won't care le.
You do what suits you.
I don't fucking hell give me damn about it anymore.
Don't take me for granted and treat me like a puppet.
samantha♥
Written off blah blah @ Friday, April 08, 2011.fuck.
am so damn pissed!
i started the day off,:
happy, and excited.
than during mid-day,
my mood was still like happy.
but even more excited and looking forward.
because i'm going out to AMK hub.
to meet my joseph, and have lunch together.
than the trip there, was like ...
SUPER LONG, and boring.
it was okay, because i've stephanie with me.
than, we went around.
joseph looked super cute.
feel like i wanna bite him.
than walked around and around.
finally, me and stephanie ate at Ichigo Sushi.
we ate the meal is $5 each.
each meal is served with a green tea.
than, joseph joined in later on.
i ordered food for him.
(:
he enjoyed, and we all enjoyed.
obviously.
than we chat for awhile and all...
TIME TO PAY THE CHECK!
i disturbed joseph....
hahha(:
than he pay for me.
awwww! so sweet! <3
hmm...
3 meals + 2 other drinks = $22.50
quite worth it.
it was delicious !
and we all ate till we were all full!!
lol
than joseph went back to work.
hmm...
i bought the mochi bread for him and for myself.
it was super delicious!
though i only ate 1.
hahha(:
testing only. :P super nice! (:
than, as we reach tampines interchange,
stephanie buy frappe.
hahha(: she bought one for me too.
i choose 'Oreo Cookie Frappe'
it's super nice!
(:
enjoyed it super much.
reached home.
rest.
fackbook.
than went shower.
-.-
dinner.
than PLANTS VS ZOMBIE.
than, do my diary.
than?
i super bad mood.
FUCK LUH!
ass hole.
if you're not happy with it than get the fuck outta here.
it's super irritating.
if you're not happy with the system, or how it flows, than get out of it.
WHY ?!
BECAUSE NO ONE IS GOING TO WAIT FOR YOU, JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU. IT IS BECAUSE, THE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU. IT DOESN'T EVEN SPIN AROUND IT'S AXIS FOR YOUR BLOODY FUCKINNG SAKE'
asshole.
JUST GET THE FUCKING HELL OUT!
YOU SPOIL PEOPLE'S MOOD.
ASSHOLE! DON'T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN!
BECAUSE EVEN IF YOU DO, I WON'T TALK/REPLY/ANSWER YOU.
MOTHER FUCKER!
JUST FUCK OFF AND DIE YOUR STUPID TERRIBLE DEATH THAT YOU DESERVE.
Written off blah blah @ Friday, April 08, 2011. Wednesday, April 6, 2011 I guess I'm really inlove. In love with Joseph. (: my heart beats for him! Hahha(: I wanna be his princess forever! I wanna be the one he thinks of everynight before he goes to bed. I wanna be the one that he cuddles and hugs and kiss forever. (:
samantha♥
Written off blah blah @ Wednesday, April 06, 2011. Saturday, April 2, 2011 Im so in pain. ):
It hurt so bad ):
I'm like some kind of idiot,
Don't know how to do anything except to cry.
What can I say?
I am stupid.
I'm not clever, neither am I a fast learner.
I'm just a stupid, an idiot.
I don't know anything.
I just ...
Nothing I want ever will come to me.
Never.
NEVER ONCE. WILL I GET WHAT I WANT.
life is unfair, someone once told me.
Than maybe I should just give up fighting for what I want and just go with the flow.
Ive always be thinking about it, than when you said it, even though some one told me before it'll happen, I just didn't except it to happen so fast. I didn't.
My fault then. I knew it will happen sooner or later. But I didn't make myself prepared for it. Tell me, what should I do?
Tell me. I'm already not as strong as I used to be when you came along. So tell me, what should I do? I'm tired of crying.
samantha♥
Written off blah blah @ Saturday, April 02, 2011.