Saturday, April 2, 2011 
Im so in pain. ):
It hurt so bad ):
I'm like some kind of idiot,
Don't know how to do anything except to cry.
What can I say?
I am stupid.
I'm not clever, neither am I a fast learner.
I'm just a stupid, an idiot.
I don't know anything.
I just ...
Nothing I want ever will come to me.
Never.
NEVER ONCE. WILL I GET WHAT I WANT.
life is unfair, someone once told me.
Than maybe I should just give up fighting for what I want and just go with the flow.
Ive always be thinking about it, than when you said it, even though some one told me before it'll happen, I just didn't except it to happen so fast. I didn't.
My fault then. I knew it will happen sooner or later. But I didn't make myself prepared for it. Tell me, what should I do?
Tell me. I'm already not as strong as I used to be when you came along. So tell me, what should I do? I'm tired of crying.
samantha♥
Written off blah blah @ Saturday, April 02, 2011.