Sunday, March 13, 2011 
finally, it's holiday.
but then again, there's not a day of holiday for me.
everyday is work and work and more work and more work.
there's not a moment for me to relax.
there isn't
this year is war and war and more war.
-.-
hahha!
i'm being so emotional.
LOL!
hahha(:
sunday, 9.13pm now on my computer. (:
hmm..
-.-
ran an errand for my mommy.
so, the time now is 9.19pm.
hahha(:
lol!
she cut mangos for my daddy.
than accidentally cut her own finger )':
sad.
haiis)':
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(: today was a fun day.
met my darling.(:
and also bought earrings! (:
nice nice earings! (:
3 pairs of earrings! (:
gosh! so happy! (:
actually wanted to buy more )':
but i stop myself.
because i know i cannot afford to spend so much money.
and also because someone will be be happy if i keep buying new accessories.
see, i so considerate!
hahha(: LOL! joker sia!
hahha(:
anyways, i met my darling for lunch.
actually, we didn't eat.
hahha(:
i jsut accompany him awhile.
he smoke and we just talk.
hahha(:
there's this SUPER CUTE girl.
SUPER KAWAII little girl.
i was like 'OH MY GOSH!! SO CUTE!'
and i couldn't stop myself but to stare at the little girl and smile away.
hahha(:
joseph also smile lo.
say me.
-.-
than he say i like that small girl.
walk also can bang onto the wall.
-.- he so mean!
don't wanna talk to him already.
hahha(:
after that we walk all the way up to the 3rd level.
(:
i stoned at the 4th level and waited for fabian to text me.
hahha(:
when at last! he texted me.
(:
hahha(:
i went down.
asked for dnt reference!
and guess what ?!
daniel and kero was there as well!
(:
hahha(:
than they all inside bully me sia!
one gang one lo! )':
-.-
daniel said something, than say 'right, fabian?'
than fabian will say 'yea'
-.-
so bad sia! )':
they so mean, gang up and bully people )':
haiis...
than they keep using terms that i don't understand.
):
not fair!
than ask them, they didn't want to answer me. ):
what kind of people are they sia!!!!!
)':
so sad!
than after when their break ended, we all went our separate ways.
hahha(:
lol!
sounded like what like that.
(:
anyway, i really am happy to see them.
really. (:
am really happy (:
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ilovethelifethatihaveandiaminnow.
becauseitmakesmefeelthatit'ssoworthlivingittothefullest!
therewillwaysbesomeoneformetoshareallmyhappinessorsaddness.
everytimeandeverywhereandregardingeverything! (:
iloveyou! (:
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i'm getting more and more tired with each coming second, with each comming minute, with each comming hour, with each comming day.
sometimes, i just felt like ditching everything aside.
and have a good's night sleep.
but i can't.
only yesterday and today, i can rest a little better than other days.
because it's not a holiday.
it's a crucial period and i know i need to make good use of it.
it will have a huge impact on my results!
i just knew it.
(:
i know no matter what, no matter when, you will always be there for me to lean on.
when i'm tired.
when i need to rest.
when i feel like crying.
when i am happy.
when i am sad.
when i am laughing.
when i am depressed.
when i am hurt.
when i am hurt...
no one will know.
they will never know.
because all they will ever see is, what they want to see.
and they will only hear what they want to hear.
it's always what that they always want.
it's never about other people.
so they wouldn't care about if the people around them are hurt.
they just carry out their thought and do what they want.
)':
alright then.
now is 9:45pm, sunday, march 13.
i'm going to end my post for today here.
bbuaiies.
good night.
sleep well.
imissyou.
Written off blah blah @ Sunday, March 13, 2011.