Wednesday, March 9, 2011 
hmm...
somtimes, people are just... some kind of freaking liars...
they sometimes will do things that only bring you harm and despair.
*sighh* )':
how can these people be like these?
i mean we are all together right?
we are all friends for how long we can think of...
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but you broke my heart.
but what's more, you're not my friend.
but you're my family.
you're my d_ _ ...
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how can you do this to me sia...
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haiis..
saying that you agree, and let me have my own way.
but now?
you totally change your views.
and you totally went back on your answer...
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you broke my heart.
i don't know how to trust people anymore.
because of you, it makes me feel that i am really alone.
i don't know if i can trust people. ):
i don't know if i can trust people without getting hurt at all.
you know how much damage you have brought to me just because you went back on your words ?
you know how much i wanted to tell him 'forget it. leave if you want to leave. because i don't know if i can trust people anymore'
do you know that?
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we had a fight this morning because of what you said, and how i reacted to it.
you are not being fair to me.
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and if you decide to do this, i'll just do what i like then.
afterall, you didn't tell me/you didn't discuss with me anything about it.
yet you want me to do what you say.
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i cried in school today.
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you should know the reason why.
you should know the reason why i cried.
why i shed a tear.
for once, just now in the morning, i almost thought you were really leaving me.
because i had trust issues.
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i really thought that way.
but then, latter, you reassured me that you wouldn't.
no matter what, you wouldn't leave me.
that really comforts me alot.
i don't know will it last because i have issues as well...
but it all didn't matter.
because i have you by my side.
that is important to me.
really.
you don't know how much i thank you for stay, for willing to stay with me.
really.
you don't know how touched i am upon hearing what you said.
(:
you are the everything to me.
umbrella that shields me from anything and everything except your love and care. (:
hahha(:
iloveyou; imissyou; ithankyou! (:
be mine forever.
(:
Written off blah blah @ Wednesday, March 09, 2011.