
Friday, July 9, 2010 
Troubled..
I am not in a good mood..
Neither am I good now.
I am in a totally bad mood.
How I wish I can kill him right now!!
If I were to let him go by the stupid cigarette..
I rather I kill him first.
How? Why?
Why can one let and allow the cigarette to ruin and take away their life like that?
I can't let him go on.
Because I cannot stand it.
I know the effects and harms that the chemicals and cigarette can bring!
It is not cool to smoke.
Please stop!
I know it may tough to quit.
Because you're used to it and is addicted to it.
But I believe, that you can.
You can do it!
I am that sure of it.
I believe on you so much.
Please don't continue to hurt your body.
Please...
I beg of you.
I know you can and I believe it.
I'll help in anyway possible.
I know you're pissed by my nagging and preaching every now and than.
But I do that all for you.
I hope you can listen to it.
Take it in your mind and stop.
You know how much I treasure friendships more than anyone else.
You also understands me more than anyone else does..
So I really hope that you will understand.
That what I'm doing I not going to be a pain.
I an really scared that you'll get some illness from it.
I'm really scared.
I really am.
Please..
I really am worried for you.
Please...
Please heed my pleas!
))): I'll be really sad for eternity if I loose you as a friend, a listener, a companion.
You were always there for me when I needed you. When I'm sad or need someone to talk to.
So i hope, that I can also do the same. I'll always be here when you need me, or just someone to talk to.
I will always be there/:
So, please stop.
Written off blah blah @ Friday, July 09, 2010.