Friday, June 25, 2010 god..i'm sick..so sick man..first time..feel like can faint siia...god !flu & cough & sore throat & my head's feeling like it might burst anytime...like that's isn't enough..what's worst is that i still have things to do...):it's been such a long long time since i had a sickness...haiish ~that dustbin called me pokey girl today..he said he called me that because i like to poke him .. ?hmm..no logic.. ~.~haiis...can faint already...and in what way am i like a kid ?i don't think i am...i grew out of it a long time ago..wanting independence...which comes with a price..i missed my childhood.being into toys'r'us with joyce and her boyfriend make me 'go back' into being a kid.i enjoyed it alot (:i had a lot of fun..which i can sure that i can't find it at this home..*sigh*i hope that i can find my inner peace soon...and that this stupid sickness can get away real soon..i'm starting school in another 2 days time..if it hadn't be gone by then..i'll be dead..and can't rise up and handle what's been assigned to me....may god be with me (: Written off blah blah @ Friday, June 25, 2010.