Sunday, May 2, 2010 today...woke up late.so actually thought of going it off..i got feel like i want to end everything you know...just feel like it..than i remember Daryl..was supposed to call him in the morning to give him a wake up call..lol.and in the end, i didn't...i just texted him a message..hahhs:)...so, the idea of running at 10 was dumped..we agreed to meet at 4.i made Daryl come to my house here and run..hahhs..like i bully him lo.yeah.. i think i did.we were down running, but he was the one who kept on running lo.because i had a phone call.and then...went all stupid emotional..zzzhaiis.dunno what to do..than we just walk and walk lo..and we walked till block ??? and we sit and talk/chat.. whatever..we talked about my school stuffs...i practically almost cried..but didn't..didn't feel like crying in front of him..why? maybe because he is a guy?hahhs.whatever it is, i held back my tears.and than we just walk and walk and walk lo...so long never walk under my house at the void deck le..didn't noticed that the surrounding had changed a little.did it change ? or was it due to my emotion and the way i feel about things ?i was super super upset..and itchy hand.i hit my hand against the wall...i couldn't say it was hard..but it was swollen now.lol..i guess i deserve it.hmmmmmmmmmmmm......felt like i didn't belong here..anyways..i had lots of fun today talking/chatting/running with Daryl..but i also had a terrible time..was SO EMBARRASSED.OMG... i'll post another post tomorrow.bbuaiies:) Written off blah blah @ Sunday, May 02, 2010.