Thursday, August 6, 2009 
today, something has happened. something that made me feel unfair, sadness, anger. and it was something that doesn't even happen to me. it was one of my malay friend. one of my malay bestfriend. i was so angry. how could anyone do that to such a good girl ? is he that blind ? he will regret ditching her. one day, he'll regret it. he will not find anyone else like her in the whole wide world. that's what i told my dear friend. i felt like crying when i see her cry. but i managed to hold back my tears. but my eyes still looked teary. however, altough i managed not to cry, my other malay bffs cried. when i ask them why ? they told me that they felt sad to see her cry. it was the first time i almost cried when i saw a malay cry. i am not being racist here. it was the truth. usually, the malays and the chinese would not get so close together. they will always have a distance between them no matter what. but they are different. they will always think of me (wheather or not, i'm not sure). i did not feel any distance between myself and them when i'm with them. i will feel like i'm with them, apart of what they were talking/chatting. someimes, when stephanie wasn't in school, and i feel kinda bored, they will always invite me to where they are sitting. altough the only thing i didn't really like was that they are always talking to one another in malay laguage. i did not say anything much because they were malays, and i was the only chinese. so the only wall that is between us is the language. though that was the very truth, but i believe that true friends will still be friends no matter what. if there really comes a day when a racial riot shall start again, i will not obey what they say. i will not want to be separate from them. never. how can i forget about them. besides them, i still have friends in 3n1. though they are malays. i really envy them tough. how can they manage their relationships so well ? was it because they are too friendly ? or is it that they spend more time together ? the distance between chinese in 3n1 and 3n2 is becoming further and further. why ? why can't we chinese be the same like the malays ? that is one thing that puzzles me. i honestly felt so sorry. so sorry for what actually happened. i will pray to god to save you from the misery that the guy had costs you to suffer.
i will always remember you guys.
nurul atiqa;
marissa; nazrah; shafiqa; hidayah; effah; and many more.
take cares alright.
=DD
ohh, and one more thing..
GOOD LUCK FOR THE CAPTAINS' BALL (for girls) & SOCCER (for boys) TOMORROW. LET US WIN BOTH GAMES.
I WILL KEEP ON CHEERING ON FOR YOU.
Written off blah blah @ Thursday, August 06, 2009.